last night, we went out to capital pub to hang out with friends. i met a lot of g’s coworkers and saw some old friends. turns out, everyone is getting engaged. it’s like the engagement season or something. at one time, i was sitting across from 3 couples who were newly engaged or about to get married and all with crazy bling rings. it must be a dallas thing or something because i never noticed this before. i heard so much about ring shopping/wedding planning that i have never even thought about before. i was like, wtf is going on… where am i?!? it was interesting to hear about all the proposal stories though.
it’s also interesting to watch these girls look at each other’s rings for the first time. i also realized that i do not want to be the type of girl that judges someone for any reason due to a ring. i don’t want to compare at all. i also don’t want to think too much about it. it made me really uncomfortable to listen to all the ring/wedding talk.
sometimes i get sucked back into my past just for kicks and giggles. go through photo albums. watch old videos. some of it is awesome – like finding buried treasure. then other parts it’s like ‘wtf was i thinking’. the only part that is imperative is you learn to let go of those ‘wtf’ moments… and know that it’s all in the past now – not the present.
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speaking of the past, here are some photos that i’ve compiled over the past couple of weeks. i’ve been super lazy about the photos.
I should know who I am by now
I walk the record stand somehow
Thinkin’ of winter
The name is the splinter inside me
While I wait
And I remember the sound
Of your November downtown
And I remember the truth
A warm December with you
But I don’t have to make this mistake
And I don’t have to stay this way
If only I would wake
The walk has all been cleared by now
Your voice is all I hear somehow
Calling out winter
Your voice is the splinter inside me
While I wait
And I remember the sound
Of your November downtown
And I remember the truth
A warm December with you
But I don’t have to make this mistake
And I don’t have to stay this way
If only I would wake
I could have lost myself
In rough blue waters in your eyes
And I miss you still
Oh I remember the sound
Of your November downtown
And I remember the truth
A warm December with you
But I don’t have to make this mistake
And I don’t have to stay this way
If only I would wake
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